"Somehow I never leave this dead house."

"Om deja vu är en tidigare upplevelse som upprepar sig eller är en slags upprepning i systemet så att säga. Då upplever jag att det här livet och det systemet vi lever i är en enda deja vu upplevelse som jag vill bort ifrån."

Jul 23
trappedintolife:

Smiling hasn’t been so easy to me lately, so this smile is probably as much artificial as it could be, if not even more. I had tears in my eyes and I was smiling anyway. I believe it’s going to finally get better. It has to get better. I’m not alone with my pain. I get support from a person who truly loves me.
I have bipolar disorder type I, but it’s ultra rapid cycling; therefore my moods can drastically change even several times within one day. It’s a torment to me. I work with people, so I’m trying to smile and be cheerful as much as possible, I don’t want them to witness my inner fight.

Reblogging because my brother is a strong Kitty. I believe he will fight his illness. He’s not alone at all.

trappedintolife:

Smiling hasn’t been so easy to me lately, so this smile is probably as much artificial as it could be, if not even more. I had tears in my eyes and I was smiling anyway. I believe it’s going to finally get better. It has to get better. I’m not alone with my pain. I get support from a person who truly loves me.

I have bipolar disorder type I, but it’s ultra rapid cycling; therefore my moods can drastically change even several times within one day. It’s a torment to me. I work with people, so I’m trying to smile and be cheerful as much as possible, I don’t want them to witness my inner fight.

Reblogging because my brother is a strong Kitty. I believe he will fight his illness. He’s not alone at all.


Jul 16

It’s official now, I have a wife.


Jun 10

“I don’t want anyone else. I want you.” (via stayhereabitwhile)

“In all entirety of my being, I cannot find the words to fully express how much I love you. But, as surely as the sun rises, I will always love you. As softly as the rain falls, so too will my love be. And like the rivers that find their way back to the oceans, so too will my love be for you.” bedtimestories-l (via bedtimestories-hl)



“A true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.” Elizabeth Gilbert (via icel0vesfire)





“It’s so frustrating when you want someone in the most innocent of ways. It’s not exactly that your existence depends on theirs or that you need them to survive. Their existence simply makes your existence happier. Everything that they do is beautiful and simple in a way that makes sense. You don’t want them for sex or for material things of this world. You just want to wake up next to them or have them hold you in their arms. It doesn’t matter how or where, you just want to be with them.” Unknown  (via awfullydisenchanted)


Jun 4

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